Choosing vs Searching

Dear Spirit Rider!

For myself it was always important to discover at first what kind of energy I’m expressing at this time. At the moment I’m aware of my old choices I can accept and honor them as they are. Through this awareness, honor and acceptance, I’m free for a new choice. If I’m not aware about my previous inner choice, everything is still pulling me into this old direction, and it is more or less impossible to choose the opposite.

If I do not accept my present choices I’m creating resistance. Through the resistance I’m attracting this what I’m trying to push away.

So my question to you is, what is present on the energetic level in your life. What kind of beliefs = old choices are present in your now? Are you open to look at them?

I invite you to FEEL my questions. What is your inner truth at this moment? Are you open to look at your present (actives) choices?

If you FEEL yes, I invite you to choose your clarity and your allowance to see. I also invite you to align yourself with your energy self (your soul, your divinity) through your attention into this direction; ask your energy self to be with you and to help you to discover.

Within this choice allow yourself to just observe yourself and to feel what you feel, doesn’t matter what. Just LOOK at this what is happening in your now, what kind of behaviors, what kind of thoughts, what kind of feelings, what kind of BELIEFS are present right now?!

And I invite you to ACCEPT COMPLETELY what is present in your now. Within this acceptance you will free yourself step by step.

Through this observation you can allow yourself to see your old choices and your beliefs.

I also invite you to observe the energy of searching, how you express this energy, this belief, and how does it serve you on different levels.

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Searching is the expression of the belief (the consciousness) that something is missing. Through the consciousness (the belief, the dogma) I accept as my truth I create my experience of life.
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If you are open and you would like to, I invite you to share here what you discover, what you observe within your now.

Love - Zahohie

Dear Spirit Rider,

I know, I'm aware, that it is quiet challenging to accept what we are creating and it is even more challenging to feel our own true energies within our creations ...

For myself it was a profound inner DECISION to stop my game and to allow myself to see and recognize my inner truth. With truth I'm referring to the energy of my creation, to feel this and to see even things I don't like so much and in general I deny.

For myself it ALWAYS was my deep inner decision to change. And the change is not about abundance or lack. No, this are only the physical manifestations of my energy within myself. The decision is about the inner change, is about to be present in the now and allow to see ... everything else will come later ...

What I observe and perceive with you is that you are not present. You are not in the now and you are not in your body. I perceive your energy very floating around very far of yourself. It feels to me as you are not allowing yourself to be within your physical body, to occupy your body energetically. This means you do not allow your spirit a home within yourself ... And as a mirror you are giving yourself the manifestation of not giving yourself a physical home in the outside ... and all the other resources you need to maintain yourself comfortable within this physical world ... everything is a mirror ... and your life is the perfect mirror of what is happening on your deep inner level within yourself ...

But my words and my perception will not help you very much if you do not choose to let go your game and you do not choose the allowance for yourself to feel and see by yourself ...

It is always your choice, and the choice in your case is not so much about abundance or not ... this is just a part of the game. Your real choice at this moment is to allow your spirit to come into your life. To allow your spirit to have a home within yourself. This means to allow yourself to feel and to recognize what is present in your now ... This means, can you dare to FEEL!!!????!!!!

At the moment you choose to feel and you really can allow yourself to feel and to be present in the now, to allow your spirit to be with you and within your life ... At this moment your physical manifestations will start to change. At the moment you allow the home for your spirit within yourself, your physical home will be with you also ... This are my experiences about physical life ... At first I need to allow at the non-physical level before things can manifest ...

But it is important to be aware about the difference between talking words and to really feel and perceive the inner truth ...

So, what are your choices regarding to your spirit and feeling in the now??!!

Love,

Zahohie

Dear Spirit Rider,

I'm very happy for you that you allow yourself to recognize what is going on in your life on your inside level!

And yes, there is something else I would suggest.

When you sit down with yourself to breathe and to invite your divine self – OBSERVE very closely what is going on on your inner level, observe your feelings (as small as they can be ...) observe your thoughts and your judgments ... But only observe and do NOT try to change anything, observe so you know what is going on within you. This will help you to understand yourself more and more, step by step ... Only breathe with what you observe ...

And very important: OBSERVE your FEAR – face your fear – this is the block you have put in your way.

When you allow to feel the fear as it is you will know the fear better. When you feel your fear breathe with it, sit within the fear and breathe! Take the time you need to allow this feeling more and more, step by step ...

And when you are at this level of allowing to feel this fear as it is, ask your fear how does it serve you, what does the fear need from you ... allow the fear itself to communicate to you, so you can see what this fear contains ...

At the moment you know your fear and all what it contains, then consider, contemplate together with your divine self, if this fear does serve you any longer and FEEL if you are ready to let go of this fear because you start to see and recognize that this fear is not your truth anymore ... but this only can happen if you allow yourself to feel and to be within yourself in your now moment within your wider realms of who you are ...

And I invite you to observe and to contemplate, look at yourself if within you in older times you had given a kind of a vow, a vow through which you created this state of being to be so far from yourself ... If you can find this point within you in your NOW moment you have the opportunity to invalidate this vow and to choose ones again ... Just observe and contemplate the truth in this ...

It is ok for me if you would like to use this forum to accompany you through this part of your journey. Just write and tell what you feel to write and tell here ...

But one thing is very important here also – YOU NEED TO BE THOROUGHLY HONEST TO YOURSELF!!!!

I see that you already started to be honest with yourself – the question is, can you dare to go deeper within you?!....

Love,

Zahohie

Yes, I see, Spirit Rider - and this will bring you change.

And now it`s time to allow the feelings ...

Love - Zahohie