Wählen vs Suchen

Hi Zahohie,

I can't seem to stop contantly searching - both for abundance and for a home for myself. In the past 2 years I have lived in 5 places and have to move again at the end of December because my roommate is moving to take care of aging grandparents. Also in the past 2 years I have started, ended or been fired from at least 10 jobs or small business endeavors. I am employed now and starting another business but barely have enough financial abundance to live on which then makes finding a nice home difficult (or so my mind says).

I know that I am much too mental and I also have difficulty breathing and feeling. I do "choose" but these choices seem to be only on the surface level. How do I choose deep in my soul, stop the searching and allow everything my new energy self needs come to me?

Spirit Rider